Entrepreneurship, my entrepreneurship, is currently coming to an end. I had battled with myself, ashamed, wondering if this were truly a sell-out on my part, that my words about nose-to-grindstone was but bravado. But I intend to return! Write! Make a business out of a business!
Will the reason that my current leadership is less than admirable going to be reason enough to leave? It is the same everywhere. Impending economic darkness prophesied through my readings and communications sufficient? Loss of passion? To whom do I speak and explain, truly? They must think me mad, and I don't blame them, when my reasons are... well, prophecy. They may not believe what I read: the night is coming, and there will be the time in which we cannot work.
And the bible told me in confirmation, Psalm 37:18-19, written by David: “The Lord knoweth the days of the upright: and their inheritance shall be for ever. They shall not be ashamed in the evil [calamitous] time: and in the days of famine they shall be satisfied”.
...I could bury my face in my hands right about now.
But as the past experience teaches...when in doubt, ask The Lord. And He answers, faithful, by way of my daily reading which I'd neglected for the past few weeks.
Thus. Today's reading is on Ecclesiastes 1-3, ending with 2 Corinthians 10:18 - "For [it is] not [the man] who praises and commends himself who is approved and accepted, but it is the person whom the Lord accredits and commends."
...I think He'd just given me an Advance to Go.
Revelation of the day: It doesn't matter what I do as a career switch. Guilty as I read and understand Him, a little sorry to my mentor and friend who told me, nose to grindstone. I'm sorry, so sorry that what He says run contrary to your words.
You called me blessed in the area of my work, my wise friend. Yes, yes I am. And I will continue to be, and will be blessed both financially and personally. Disgustingly, scandalously, utterly and awesomely blessed.
Bless me, too. I want you to bless me like The Lord's blessing me. For it's always easier to agree with Him than not. And I say "yes".
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