Lost That Loving Feeling.

...have you felt this way before? Like nothing you do matters, because the reason for joy seems so far away?

Recent days I feel like that, like I've lost that loving feeling. That one that matters, my relationship with The One.

I miss our talks, but somehow, just somehow, I can't find it in myself to do just that. I have time, I have the intention but somehow, it just does not happen.

I find myself shying away from our usual and mutual friends, feeling the need to be more alone, because that societal fatigue is very real. I feel like I'm no longer beautiful, when I used to shine with it. Today, I felt it more keenly. I feel like I need to get a ticket to a good Elsewhere, and stay there for a day or two.

And I must return, to my Saviour whom I'd neglected for so long. I need to see Him.